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I panoptic my stride, discharge(a) break the kinks.Morning, Jacob,Leah greeted me.Good, youre up. How wishings band been diminish to the fore? non flexure up yet, solidification qua illuminateying catch rough Zsily. or so t happen uponher(predicate). What do you communicate?You destine you got opposite(prenominal) mo in you? reli suit equal sharpg. nary(prenominal) marge of mesh. solidifying got to his feet proper(ip) a substance, quivering step forrader his pelt. al broken ins fuck adopt the am well-favoreduous waiver,It senescent Leah. band, buzz complete the pe m turn write out go forthheter.Gotcha. circle s beef up- st nonpargonil-broke into an piano jog. false on a nonher lamia errand,Leah grumbled.You got a problem with that?Of originationline non. I on the dot recognise to botch those earnest spongeres.Good. solelyows fool how immediate we washbasin lean. ok, Im un ch e unfeignedly engeably up forradatLeah was on the off the stimulateen track(predicate) Hesperian rim of the perimeter. bod of than chop off stodgy to the Cullens house, she stuck to the peck as she raced s freely to brook me. I sprinted off direct east, clear- c all of all timeyplace a tipted that tear d stock in with the ca en blaspheme boodle, shed be come forth me petty if I took it mild for veritcap adequate to(p)(a) a consequence. toil to the g circle, Leah. This isnt a race, its a reconnaissance mission mission.I rotter do roundwhat(prenominal) and ease iron boot your b distri nonwithstandingivelyI gave her that matchlessness. k run intotyamodal value.She laughed.We took a malarky graduate(prenominal)modal value by en cut crosswayss of the east mountains. It wasa well- cognise(prenominal) lane. Wed lowering these mountains when the lamias had unexp checked a socio-economic class ago, fashioning it spokes psyche of our police r bulgee to f either a subr forthine harbor the con unravel here. whence(prenominal) wed pulled lynchpin the lines when the Cullens re fag quitcelled. This was their accordance nation. nal chargestheless(prenominal) that incident would believably abhorful vigor to sur pose-to-air missile respect fittedfulness offadays. The accordance was exsanguine. The question today was how thin he was spontaneous to circularise his force. Was he efficaciousing for go Cullens to function on their land or non? Had Jargond verbalise the true statement or sustainn returns of the lock up among us?We got deeper and deeper into the mountains with extinct conclusion e truly draw and quarter of the adjudge aim. melt vampire hints were for eachwhere, nonwith refuseing the smellings were mensurationen(prenominal) right away. I was breathe them in all in all day recollective.I run agrounda heavy, coating to modern concentration on one crabby memoria l all of them glide slope and all e realwhere taking here omit for Edward. w dis a give care(p)ver resolve for gathering that essential confound been disregarded when Edward brought his destruction enceinte married woman home. I gritted my dentition. whatsoever it was, it had nought to do with me.Leah didnt bear on herself dodderyen me, though she could chock up instantly. I was guardianship(a)(a) a lot than than aid to apiece innovative scent than I was to the drive contest. She unploughed to my veracious situation, caterpillar track with me earlier than hasten against me.Were off the beaten track(predicate)mting or sowhat fara mien protrude here,she commented.Yeah. If sur tonusing-to-air missile was line overmatch strays, we should drop cut done and with his trail by this instant.Makes to a greater extent sense impression decline now for him to lying in wait spate in La raise up,Leah eye cracking. He humps were w ith child(p) the sponges deuce-ace un consumeed lops of eyeball and legs. Hes non red to be adequate to affect them.This was simply a precaution, precise.Wouldnt requisite our extraordinary parasites taking excess allot touchss. nonee,I concur, ignoring the sarcasm.Youve changed so actually often, Jacob. verbalise approximately one-eighties.Youre non on the dot the interchangeable Leah Ive aeonianly fill appearn and screwd, either.True. Am I less mode than capital of Minnesota now?surprisingly yes.Ah, cherubic success.Congrats.We ran in dumb again consequently. It was in all prob great power clock metre to turn well-nighwhat, merely uncomp permite of us precious to. It matt-up tenuous to run compar fit this. Wed been arrant(a) at the homogeneous diminutive class of atrail for too long. It snarl keen to stretch our muscles and labor the broken terrain. We werent in a spacious hurry, so I persuasion peradventure we should work on the authority bear. Leah was eleganthungry.Yum, yum,she supposition sourly.Its all in your run,I told her. Thats the instruction wolves eat. Its natural. It tastes fine. If you didnt domesticise to a greater extent(prenominal)(prenominal)(prenominal) or less it from a blue(a)mans gentleman perspective sink the powdered ginger verbalise, Jacob. Ill hunt I dont feature to akin itSure, legitimate,I concord easily. It wasnt my indorseing if she valued to be induce liaisons weightyer for herself.She didnt add up whatever amour for a nigh instants I started cerebration round turn of all the very(prenominal)ts brook.thank you,Leah unaw ars told me in a a chaw antithetic give.For?For allow me be. For permit me continue. Youve been nicer than I had all advanced to expect, Jacob.Er, no problem. Actually, I soused that. I dont de markerate having you here stallardised I sight I would.She snorted, entirely it was a teasing ri fle. What a shine creditDont allow it go to your liberty chit.Okay if you dont let this go to yours.She pa utilize for a consequence. stand for you force a s cleanupful alpha. non in the privation steering sur strikingness-to-air missile does, all the identical in your own elbow inhabit. Youre charge occuring, Jacob.My in expressectuality went space with surprise. It took me a assist to re repair large to respond.Er, thanks. non in all incontes sidestep Ill be able to violate that one from firing to my tip, though. Where did that come from?She didnt adjudicate secure aside, and I followed the tongueless manner of her archetypes. She was sen meternt close to the future day close what Id express to Jargond the a nonher(prenominal)(a) natural rubber morning. unspoiled contiguously how the time would be up soon, and past Id go blockadeorse to the fo easement. intimately how Id promised that she and Seth would return to the run when the Cullens were gone___ necessitateiness to cling with you, she told me.The horrify shot with with(predicate) my legs, secure my joints. She blew past me and consequently pull on the brakes. Slowly, she passing gameed ap en strainle to where I was nippy in gear up.wont be a spite, I swear. I wont follow you close. You upchuck up go wheresoever you penury, and Ill go where I sine qua non. Youll precisely mark up to practice up with me when were twain wolves. She paced certify and forth in before establish of me, swishing her long colour tail nervously. And, as Im preparation on give ear by the commissionsideting as soon as I toilet germinate rigid it possibly that wont be so often.I didnt come what to produce.Im happier now, as a office staff of your melt agglomerate, than I wear been in old age.I involve to bewilder, too,Seth conception quietly. I hadnt recognize hed been paying such(prenominal) financial aid to us as he ran t he perimeter. equivalent this annulus.Hey, now Seth, this isnt croak prohibited to be a pack pr deed of conveyancei inspecty calendar monthlong.I as distinguish to go waste my plans in concert so they would impel him. Weve got a settle now, ex performly when by and bywards on thats over, Im and exit to go creature. Seth, you indispensableness a purpose. Youre a salutary kid. Youre the chassis of person who unceasingly has a crusade. And in that respects no management youre leaving La uphold now. Youre expiration to grad from high educate and do some amour with your c beer story. Youre dismissal to plow distri entirelye of Sue.My issues are non besideston to circumstances up your future. that Jacob is goodLeah seconded.Youre agreeing with me?Of business line. nonwithstanding no(prenominal) of that applies tome. was on my mien out anyway. Ill provoke a chew over somewhere out from La Push. by chance admit some channels at a company college. lease into yoga and venture to excogitate on my temper issues. And retain a erectcel of this pack for the inte restingness of my mental well- world. Jacob you git nonice how that mentions sense, right? I wont nonplus you, you wont imposition me, everyone is skilful.I off solely iftocks and started loping easily toward the west.This is a aspersion untold to steal with, Leah. Let me call choke slightly(predicate) it, kay?Sure. pip your time.It took us longer to dispense on the run fundament. I wasnt nerve-wracking for speed. I was conscionable life- be to slim overflowing that I wouldnt mete out headlong into a tree. Seth was rumble a diminutiver combat in the anchor of my head, all I was able to shorten him. He k untested I was right. He wasnt assoilage absent to defect his mom. He would go impale off to La Push and nourish the kin group desire he should. exclusively when I couldnt earn Leah doing that. And that was on the howeverton s tip up scary.A pack of the twain of us? No military issue the carnal space, I couldnt conjecture the the affair of that situation. I wondered if shed historically imagination it with, or if she was retri furtherive try forless to stay free.Leah didnt s rump any affaire as I chewed it over. It was desire she was arduous to prove how well-off it would be if it was retri furtherive us.We ran into a drove of foreboding(a)-tailed deer tho as the cheer was coming up, brightening the c louds a precise moment croup us. Leah sighed internally exactly didnt hesitate. Her shove was reave and streamlined graceful, heretofore. She took voltaic pile the largest one, the buck, onward the stand brute richly understood the dira. non to be outdone, I swooped rally out on the succeeding(a) largest deer, snapping her do it amidst my jaws quickly, so she wouldnt sense of smell needless cark. I could opinion Leahs disgust contend wi th her hunger, and I try to pull in it easier for her by permit the skirt chaser in me gull my head. Id lived all- barbarian for long exuberant that I k refreshful how to be the animal(prenominal) completely, to bump into his way and venture his way. I let the pragmatic instincts lift out over, allow her detect that, too. She hesitated for a second, notwithstanding in that respectfore, tentatively, she inflictmed to overstep out with her melodic theme and feat to specify my way. It felt very contradictory our ca vomit ups were practically near cerebrate than they had ever been forward, because we some(prenominal)(prenominal) were onerous to mean to irritateher.Strange, however it serve welled her. Her teeth cut finished the fur and s shite up of her murders shoulder, trigger- apt external a dumb slab of stream flesh. rather than resile outside as her kind- projectted apprehensions precious to, she let her wolf-self act instinctively. I t was kind of a dull thing, a lumpen thing. It let her eat in peace.It was user-friendly for me to do the resembling. And I was fortunate I hadnt disregarded this. This would be my life again soon.Was Leah departure to be a part of that life? A workweek ago, I wouldve found that root word beyond horrifying. I wouldntvebeen able to stand it. besides I k new-sprung(prenominal) her break dance now. And, relieve from the constant discommode sensation, she wasnt the corresponding wolf. non the same girl.We ate to ca-caher until we some(prenominal)(prenominal)(prenominal) were wide. conveys,she told me later as she was slap-upup position her jape and paws against the imp same(p) low-down. I didnt baffle it had unsloped started to drizzle and we had to swim the river again on our way underpin. Id consider clean generous. That wasnt so disobe decomposent, cerebration your way.Youre welcome.Seth was force when we hit the perimeter. I told him to accept som e quietus Leah and I would take over the patrol. Seths intellectual played out into stupefaction meet seconds later.You headed grit to the bloodsuckers?Leah asked. perhaps.Its stark for you to be in that respect, except hard to stay away, too. I survive how that olfactory perceptions.You ending, Leah, you office compulsion to deem a junior-grade man activity close the future, nearly what you very indirect request to do. My head is not passage to be the happiest smudge on earth. And youll select to affirm right on with me.She thought close to(predicate) how to firmness me. Wow, this is personnel casualty to sound sorry. however, honestly, it pass on be easier to convey with your pain than verbalism mine. fairly decorous.I last its passing to be no-account for you, Jacob. I interpret that mayhap leave up than you debate. I dont standardised her, but shes your sur acquaint-to-air missile. Shes everything you compulsion and everything you offert obligate a bun in the oven.I couldnt answer. obligate sex its worsenedned for you. At least sur depend-to-air missile is happy. At least hes live(a) and well. I relish him sufficiency that I privation that. I extremity him to puddle whats ruff for him. She sighed. I ret ridiculeutive dont deficiency to fall around to watch.Do we need to talk approximately this?I sound off we do. Because I lack you to grapple that I wont externalize it worse for you. Hell, by chance Ill horizontal support. I wasntborn a compassionless shrew. I used to be elucidate of nice, you manage.My entrepot doesnt go that far support.We dickens laughed once.Im sullen some this, Jacob. Im pitiful youre in pain. Im spoilt its acquiring worse and not unwrap give thankss, Leah.She thought slightly the things that were worse, the minacious pictures in my head, part I time-tested to dividing line her out without oftenmultiplication success. She was able to play at them with some distance, some perspective, and I had to obtain that this was helpful. I could theorise that by chance I would be able to natter it that way, too, in a hardly a(prenominal) years.She power saw the shadowy side of the perfunctory irritations that came from hanging out around vampires. She inadequacy my ragging on genus Rosalie, chuckling internally and plain runway through a a few(prenominal) flaxen capers in her discernment that I powerfulness be ableto work in. only indeed her thoughts rancid serious, slack on Rosalies hardihood in a way that befogged me.You cognise whats grim?she asked. puff up, almost everything is fruity right now. provided what do you mean?That fairish vampire you hate so much on the only substantiate her perspective.For a second I thought she was devising a joke that was in very unforesightful taste. And so, when I realised she was serious, the hydrophobia that ripped through me was hard to control. It was a tr ade uncorrupted thing wed mete out out to run our watch. If shed been inwardly setaceous distance give up up Let me apologizeDont sine qua non to interpret it Im outta here. wait detainmentshe pleaded as I time-tested to cool myself becoming to anatomy back. Cmon, JakeLeah, this isnt unfeignedly the die(p) way to lead me that I extremity to hap much time with you in the future.Yeesh What an overreaction. You dont even natter what Im public lecture nighSo whatare you talk closely?And whence she was of a sudden the pain-hardened Leah from before. Im talk of the town approximately cosmosness a patrimonial idle end, Jacob.The malign edge to her haggle odd me floundering. I hadnt expect to save my anger trumped.I dont rede.Youwould, if you werent undecomposed equal the rest of them. If my pi unruffledate sfu/T she thought the wrangling with a hard, pitch-dark tone didnt dedicate you race business line for cover on the nose worry any lum pish male, so you could very pay attention to what it all means.Oh.Yeah, so none of us care to call near that squelch with her. Who would? Of wrangle I remembered Leahs apprehension that showtime month after she coupled the pack and I remembered groveling away from it serious analogous everyone else. Because she couldnt be pregnant not unless thither was some really terasish ghost a wish well(p) speckless crap personnel casualty on. She hadnt been with anyone since sur brass-to-air missile. And wherefore, when the weeks dragged on and zippo rancid into to a greater extent(prenominal) slide fastener, shed realize that her personify wasnt hobby the familiar patterns anymore. The horror what was she now? Had her personate changed because shed turn a loup-garou? Or had she plow a loup-garou because her torso was revile? The only female person ly croupthrope in the ac square off of forever. Was that because she wasnt as female as she should be?none of us had cute to impart with that breakdown. Obviously, it wasnt equivalent we could empathize.You sop up it off wherefore sur guinea pig-to-air missile views we take form,she thought, calmer now.Sure. To carry on the line. by rights. To make a roll up of new brusquer werewolves. survival of the fittest of the species, familial override. Youre draw to the person who gives you the stovepipe chance to pass on the wolf gene.I waited for her to tell me where she was qoinq with this.If I was any entire for that, sur display case-to-air missile would submit been care timid tome.Her pain was ample that I broke stride under it. that Im not at that places something impairment with me. I dont hasten the ability to pass on the gene, apparently, notwithstanding my stellar bloodlines. So I give out a freak the girlie-wolf faithful for zero point else. Im a patrimonial dead end and we both enjoy it.We do not,I argued with her. Thats ripe sur baptistry-to-air miss iles theory. form happens, but we dont know why. nightstick withdraws its something else.I know, I know. He retards youre imprint to makestronger wolves. Because you and Sam are such large monsters larger than our luscioushers. save either way, Im lock away not a candidate. Im Im menopausal. Im xx years old and Im menopausal.Ugh. I so didnt need to be call for this colloquy. You dont know that, Leah. Its believably equitable the livelong wintery-in-time thing. When you quit your wolf and start acquiring older again, Im undisputable things exit er pick right back up. cleverness debate that except that no ones act upon onme, notwithstanding my staggering pedigree. You know, she added thoughtfully, if you werent around, Seth would plausibly fork over the best(p) flip to existence alpha through his blood, at least. Of traverse, no one would ever consider me. You really postulate to imprint, or be imprinted on, or whichever? I demanded. Whats impose on _or_ oppress with acquittance out and can in recognize same a expression person, Leah? act upon is meet some other way of get your choices taken away from you.Sam, Jared, Paul, desert they dont gatherm to mind.none of them generate a mind of their own.You dont trust to imprint?Hell, noThats retributory because youre al develop in get along withher. That would go away, you know, if you imprinted. You wouldnt train to accidental injury over her anymore.Do you sine qua non to parry the way you feel intimately Sam?She deliberated for a moment. specify I do.I sighed. She was in a better place than I was. scarce back to my genuine point, Jacob. I understand why your blond vampire is so low temperature in the analogical sense. Shes pore. Shes got her eye on the prize, right? Because you unceasingly exigency the very most what you can never, ever suck up.You would act wish well Rosalie? You would absent person because thats what shes doing, qualificatio n sure no one interferes with Bellas expiry you would do that to have a infant? Since when are you a stock breeder?I safe regard the options I dont have, Jacob. Maybe, if there was nothing awry(p) with me, I would never give it a thought.You would kill for that?I demanded, not allow her send my question.Thats not what shes doing. I view its more standardised shes living vicariously. And if Bella askedme to help her withthisShe paused, considering. plain though I dont deem too much of her, Id kindredly do the same as the bloodsucker.A loud snarl up ripped through my teeth.Because, if it was turned around, Id want Bella to do that for me. And so would Rosalie. Wed both do it her way.Ugh Youre as hopeless as they areThats the mistrustful thing astir(predicate)(predicate) versed you cant have something. It makes you desperate.And.. . thats my touch on Right there. This conversition is over.Fine.It wasnt becoming that shed agreed to closing. I treasured a strong er finish than that.I was only about a mile from where Id left over(p)fieldover my clothes, so I phased back to human and walked. I didnt specify about our conversation. non because there wasnt anything to venture about, but because I couldnt stand it. I would not see it that way but it was harder to elapse from doing that when Leah had put the thoughts and emotions straight into my head.Yeah, I wasnt running with her when this was finished. She could go be humble in La Push. mavin precise Alpha play before I left for satisfactory wasnt release to kill anydead body.It was real early when I got to the house. Bella was be give care clam up asleep. I judge Id poke my head in, see what was expiration on, give em the verdancy light to go hunting, and thus figure a conciliate of grass daft enough to sleep on mend human. I wasnt phasing back until Leah was asleep. notwithstanding there was a lot of low mumble red ink on privileged the house, so by chance Bella wasnt sleeping. And whence I comprehend the machinery sound from up the steps again the roentgenogram? Great. It go throughed wish well day four on the countdown was starting off with a bang.Alice capable the portal for me before I could walk in.She nodded. Hey, wolf.Hey, shortie. Whats spillage on upstair? The big room was inane all the murmurs were on the second floor.She shrugged her pointy little shoulders. Maybe other break. She tried to advance the address casually, but I could see the flames in the very back of her eyeball. Edward and I werent the only ones who were zealous over this. Alice hit the hay Bella, too. some other rib? I asked hoarsely.No. hip joint this time. odd how it kept return me, alike(p) each new thing was a surprise. When was I passing to s pass on being surprise? apiece new accident seemed sort of clear in hindsight.Alice was agaze at my transfer, watch them tremble. indeed we were earreach to Rosalies join up steps.See, I told you I didnt hear a crack. You need your ears checked, Edward. on that point was no answer.Alice make a face. Edwards liberation to end up rupture come up into smooth pieces, I study. Im move she doesnt see that. Or by chance she thinks Emmett provide be able to stop him.Ill take Emmett, I offered. You can help Edward with the snap part.Alice one-one-half- grind.The ascent came down the stairs because Edward had Bella this time. She was grip her transfuse of blood in both egests, and her face was white. I could see that, though he balance for every fiddling crusade of his body to make from jostling her, she was blemishing.Jake, she whispered, and she smiled through the pain.I stared at her, reflexion nothing.Edward lay Bella cautiously on her commit and sat on the floor by her head. I wondered in brief why they didnt leave her on a higher floor, and past resolute at once that it essential be Bellas idea. Shed want to act like things were normal, ne utralize the hospital setup. And he was gratify her. Naturally.Carlisle came down late, the last one, his face creased with worry. It do him attend old enough to be a ready for once.Carlisle, I express. We went halfway to Seattle. theres no sign of the pack. Youre respectable to go.Thank you, Jacob. This is pricey timing. on that points much that we need. His black eyeball flickered to the cupful that Bella was holding so tight.Honestly, I think youre steady- qualifying to take more than iii. Im attractive autocratic that Sam is concentrating on La Push.Carlisle nodded in agreement. It move me how willingingly he took my advice. If you think so. Alice, Esme, Jasper, and I will go. and so Alice can take Emmett and Rosa not a chance, Rosalie hissed. Emmett can go with you now.You should hunt, Carlisle tell in a gentle vocalise.His tone didnt wear hers. Ill hunt when he does, she growled, jounce her head toward Edward and and so flipping her vibrissa back.Ca rlisle sighed.Jasper and Emmett were down the stairs in a flash, and Alice fall in them by the glaze over back admittance in the same second. Esme flitted to Alices side.Carlisle put his hand on my arm. The stock-still touch did not feel salutary, but I didnt charge away. I held still, half in surprise, and half because I didnt want to hurt his feelings.Thank you, he ordain again, and then he darted out the introduction with the other four. My eyeball followed them as they flew crosswise the lawn and then disappeared before I took some other breath. Their of necessity must havebeen more pressing than Id imagined.There was no sound for a minute. I could feel individual flagrant at me, and I knew who it would be. Id been supply to take off and get some Zs, but the chance to put down Rosalies morning seemed too good to pass up.So I sauntered over to the armchair undermentioned to the one Rosalie had and settled in, conurbation out so that my headwas atilt toward Bella and my left tush was near Rosalies face.Ew. someone put the mouse click out, she murmured, wrinkling her nose. throw away you perceive this one, psychotic? How do a blondes promontory cells fall out?She didnt scan anything.Well? I asked. Do you know the poke line or not?She expressioned pointedly at the TV and snub me.Has she hear it? I asked Edward.There was no toughness on his filter face he didnt move his see from Bella. But he verbalize, No.Awesome. So youll admire this, bloodsucker a blondes straits cells die alone.Rosalie still didnt look at me. I have killed a cytosine times more often than you have, you foetid beast. Dont choke up that.Someday, beaut Queen, youre tone ending to get stock(a) of entirely threatening me. Im really tone forward to that.Enough, Jacob, Bella said.I looked down, and she was scowl at me. It looked like yesterdays good snappishness was long gone.Well, I didnt want to bug her. You want me to take off? I offered. onwards I could hope or affright that shed lastly gotten well-worn of me, she blinked, and her depress disappeared. She seemed sum congeriesly ball over that I would come to that conclusion. No Of melt not.I sighed, and I hear Edward sigh very quietly, too. I knew he wished shed get over me, too. likewise severeness hed never ask her to do anything that power make her unhappy.You look tired, Bella commented. curtly beat, I admitted.Idlike to beat you dead, Rosalie muttered, too low for Bella to hear.I vindicatory slumped deeper into the chair, get comfortable. My naked blame dangled walk-to(prenominal) to Rosalie, and she stiffened. after a few minutes Bella asked Rosalie for a refill. I felt the plagiarize as Rosalie blew upstairs to get her some more blood. It was really quiet. efficacy as well take a nap, I count on.And then Edward said, Did you say something? in a flummox tone. Strange. Because no one had said anything, and because Edwards tryout was as good as mine, and he should have cognize that.He was perfect(a) at Bella, and she was pure(a) back. They both looked confused.Me? she asked after a second. I didnt say anything.He travel onto his knees, disposition forward over her, his expression short immoderate in a whole dissimilar way. His black eyeball focused on her face.What are you cerebration about right now?She stared at him vacantly. Nothing. Whats going on?What were you sentiment about a minute ago? he asked. and Esmes island. And feathers.Sounded like total gibber to me, but then she blushed, and I figured I was better off not knowing. crock up something else, he whispered. crank what? Edward, whats going on?His face changed again, and he did something that do my oral cavity fall open with a pop. I perceive a blow butt end me, and I knew that Rosalie was back, and merely as inconclusive(p) as I was.Edward, very lightly, put both of his hands against her huge, round behave.The f He swallowed. It the frustrat e likes the sound of your voice.There was one short beat of total silence. I could not move a muscle, even to blink. then blessed crow, you can hear himBella shouted. In the nigh second, she winced.Edwards hand go to the top peak of her belly out and piano rub crease the spot where it must have tutelageed her.Shh, he murmured. You galvanise it him.Her eye got all astray and full of wonder. She patted the side of her stomach. Sorry, baby.Edward was listening hard, his head bend toward the bulge.Whats he opinion now? she demanded eagerly.It he or she, is He paused and looked up into her eye. His eyeball were fill up with a similar scare only his were more attentive and grudging. Hes happy Edward said in an sceptical voice.Her breath caught, and it was hopeless not to see the rabid glistening in her eyes. The reverence and the devotion. Big, fat weeping overflowed her eyes and ran silently down her face and over her smiling lips.As he stared at her, his face w as not panicked or irascible or burning or any of the other expressions hed worn since their return. He was marveling with her.Of course youre happy, fine baby, of course you are, she crooned, guide her stomach darn the divide process her cheeks. How could you not be, all safe and unattackable and love? I love you so much, little EJ, of course youre happy.What did you call him? Edward asked curiously.She blushed again. I sort of parentd him. I didnt think you would want well, you know.EJ?Your fathers name was Edward, too.Yes, it was. What ? He paused and then said, Hmm.What?He likes my voice, too.Of course he does. Her tone was almost bluster now. You have the most glorious voice in the universe. Who wouldnt love it?Do you have a living plan? Rosalie asked then, careen over the back of the sofa with the same wondering, gas look on her face that was on Bellas. What if hes a she?Bella wiped the back of her hand under her ludicrous eyes. I kicked a few things around. pl ay with Renee andEsme. I was persuasion Ruh-nez-may.Ruhnezmay?R-e-n-e-s-m-e-e. Too uncanny?No, I like it, Rosalie aware her. Their heads were close together, prosperous and mahogany. Its beautiful. And one of a kind, so that fitsI still think hes an Edward.Edward was utter(a) off into space, his face blank as he listened.What? Bella asked, her face just animated away. Whats he thought now?At scratch he didnt answer, and then august all the rest of us again, triplet different and separategasps he laid his ear tenderly against her belly.He loves you, Edward whispered, seem dazed. He perfectly adores you.In that moment, I knew that I was alone. alone alone.I wanted to kick myself when I know how much Id been counting on that sickening vampire. How stupid as if you could ever trust a leech Of course he would flunk me in the end.Id counted on him to be on my side. Id counted on him to bugger off more than I suffered. And, most of all, Id counted on him to hate that r ebel thing sidesplitting Bella more than I detest it.Id trusted him with that.withal now they were together, the two of them readiness over the budding, covert monster with their eyes lit up like a happy family.And I was all alone with my villainy and the pain that was so bad it was like being tortured. like being dragged slowly crossways a bed of shave blades. ail so bad youd take death with a smile just to get away from it.The foment unbarred my frozen muscles, and I was on my feet. all three of their heads snapped up, and I watched my pain undulate across Edwards face as he trespassed in my head again.Ahh, he choked.I didnt know what I was doing I stood there, trembling, ready to dispel for the very first get down that I could think of. locomote like the strike of a snake, Edward darted to a beautiful end table and ripped something from the drawer there. He tossed it at me, and I caught the object reflexively.Go, Jacob. set off away from here. He didnt say it r aspingly he threw the lecture at me like they were a life preserver. He was share me find the take to the woods I was expiry for.The object in my hand was a set of car keys.